For three years, I have been going through one of the darkest journeys of my life. It has been so dark I have wondered if God had left me. Depression, thoughts of suicide, grief and overwhelming sadness plagued me. I watched one of your very first videos when you first started posting. You spoke truthfully about our purpose and calling. I already knew what my calling and purpose was, but I was just so overwhelmed with grief.
There have been times you would say the very thing I needed to hear like, “Until you let go, your purpose will never be fulfilled. Until you surrender everything, God cannot completely use you in your purpose.” I don’t remember your exact words, but I remember the strength I have gained from them. Sometimes the truth hurt. Sometimes the truth made me angry. But it was always on target.
I’m still in the dark valley, but I’m starting to see the mountain top on the horizon. Your words have given me strength to keep pressing forward. I just wanted to say thank you for allowing God to use you. I don’t think I could have kept going.
I love watching your videos and listening to you talk about your views on the Word of God. To me, they are always on point every single time. I must admit I’ve watched a few of them over and over again, but the one that had the biggest impact on me is the one about Kingdom Spouse, breaking down the story of Ruth and Boaz courtship.
I have wondered many times why I was hung up on that particular video and why it causes me to want to watch over and over again. I believe it’s because your delivery is spoken not just in a caring and convincing way manner, but also, to me it’s as if I am hearing God speak to me directly concerning how He wants me to let it be known that I have interest for someone and leave it there. Then it’s up to him to decide if he wants to pursue me.
That seems to be a simple and direct way of letting a man know you have interest without placing any pressure on him to reciprocate. Thank you so much for all you do for the kingdom!
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