For three years, I have been going through one of the darkest journeys of my life. It has been so dark I have wondered if God had left me. Depression, thoughts of suicide, grief and overwhelming sadness plagued me. I watched one of your very first videos when you first started posting. You spoke truthfully about our purpose and calling. I already knew what my calling and purpose was, but I was just so overwhelmed with grief.
There have been times you would say the very thing I needed to hear like, “Until you let go, your purpose will never be fulfilled. Until you surrender everything, God cannot completely use you in your purpose.” I don’t remember your exact words, but I remember the strength I have gained from them. Sometimes the truth hurt. Sometimes the truth made me angry. But it was always on target.
I’m still in the dark valley, but I’m starting to see the mountain top on the horizon. Your words have given me strength to keep pressing forward. I just wanted to say thank you for allowing God to use you. I don’t think I could have kept going.